Is there a chance of meet girls in real life if I disactivate Facebook?

[ero monster]

I had the chance to marry in 2014 but after figuring out Japanese work like crazy (the woman I was with worked from 8 am till 7 pm, sometimes even longer, when home she prepared food, laundry, asked me for xxx, didn't like it)
So it was end of story for me. I also got fed up of girls, I enjoy masturbation way more than sex, though orgasms are more intense in real sex.

Afterwards I got really depressed of life, what is the meaning if it, I thought
I watched Takeshi Kitano movies, they really soothed me

 

[Muz1234]

So do you work like crazy also when you are in Japan? Or are you student?

 

[ero monster]

So do you work like crazy also when you are in Japan? Or are you student?

Now I'm disabled, trauma from abuse from parents, said parent got cancer, more trauma, me being homeless, saved by Japanese girls, girls r***ing me then abandoned me, more trauma now I'm all day in bed on welfare, tired all the time

 

[Muz1234]

Do you have photo of you in Japan? How can girls r***?

 

[ero monster]

Well if you meet them and they are supposedly pure but start riding you or licking your elephant trunk.. after fucking they block you and it traumatized me
So I will never make a girlfriend, just Fuck, creampie, sayounara
Yeah I have videos and when they are finished I will show you them, around Oct Nov I should be done

 

[Muz1234]

Block? Did you took JLPT before you came to Japan?