Upload it to Pornolab and just erase the content after someone else has downloaded it. It'll probably happen very quickly, within moments, on the JAV section there which is very active.
I agree and feel the same way. I'm all for degeneracy but not THAT degenerate. It's like speeding: anyone going faster than me is reckless and anyone going slower has no balls. I am just the right amount of degenerate depravity.