1)well, abt the first part, all my fats are carried from my childhood....im 100kg since age 12 until now...still 100kg and the fats are `permanent` according to doctors...and exercising has no effect on me...i tried doing it for 3-4 months last year, and not any reduction on my weight...liposuction has crossed my mind before and im thinking about it
2) i guess you're right...but upon looking at myself, i lost my self confidence -_-"
3) as im an introvert, i do not deny that some girls like it, but the part is i don't even dare to speak out...im a total opposite online, where girls come to me seeking helps and so (because im a psychology student majoring in relationship and mental development)
4)i know its how you use it, but it demoralize me when i thought of my incapability to please my loved one