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kohoki23
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kohoki23

New Member, Male, from Neo Tokyo

Not sure why it says new member....been lurking around here since 2008 or earlier. Feels familiar. Feels comforting AO is still online. Sep 15, 2018

kohoki23 was last seen:
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      kohoki23
      Not sure why it says new member....been lurking around here since 2008 or earlier. Feels familiar. Feels comforting AO is still online.
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    Gender:
    Male
    Location:
    Neo Tokyo
    Melancholy lover of the youthful female human form (who isn't?), among other things. Comforted by the continued existence of Akiba Online. The JI industry has practically died now, so how AO survived, I'll never know. But I'm comforted by this place, and the familiar avatars I spot when I'm here.

    Every single video I've torrented or DLed, I've ultimately deleted. So, when I see random Tomoe Yamanaka shots from '09 around here, it feels strangely sentimental.....like lost loves. And they kinda are.

    These girls have been a light to me. And I'm hopeful many of them went on to do well in life, and be happy, and their experiences in that industry were only positive......or, at the very least, benign. There is truly nothing wrong with the lust we feel. Our culture has it confused. It is what it is, and we didn't ask for it. It's more common than we imagine, I expect. It's also clearly there for some evolutionary reason, that a little common sense can perhaps unearth the function of, with little effort.

    Man can be many things in his mind, but it is his actions that define him. I'm sure most of you here are good people, and need to find solace here precisely because you know you cannot take these desires into the real world. Maybe I'm a little naive...maybe there's more of 'us' than I realize, but it does feel lonely and occasionally terrifying living a lie. I am an honest person, so keeping this secret is a painful burden. But, here, I feel as close to who I truly am as can be in our modern world. x